I know Josh (country man) was a little hesitant on letting me talk about what happen to sisany, but he finally said I could if it will give me some comfort. What he does not know is that we are going to Utah in about 9 weeks to get a new puppy.
The past two weeks we have been an emotional wreck over losing her, the pain was so unbearable I could not even function correctly. I am happy I had Josh to console me! I do not think I could have taken another lost by myself. I have no clue what happen! I changed her diet, she had her puppy shots, and everything seemed to be going great.
One day she was not feeling well and acting strange! I did not want to take her to the emergency center because I just do not like hospitals at all. I always think about my mom and a terrible fear comes over me about going into one. I just thought maybe it was a bug and she would get over it, but it was late and Josh really wanted to take her to the hospital so I let him take her.
It all seems like a blur to me, he was on the phone telling me they were running test and everything seemed to be fine. Next thing I know he is not coming home with her, she was very ill and they cannot tell us what happen to her and they had to put her down. I never thought I would be so upset! My heart felt like it fell into the bottom of my stomach. I cried, cried, and cried some more until I finally could not cried anymore. I finally had to realize that she is in a better place; we had some great moments even though she worked my nerves every now and then.
I know it has only been a few weeks but I enjoyed having a little fury creature around the house…, so I am surprising Josh with a puppy!! I just know he will figure out what I am up to soon; every gift I have given him, he already knows what it is!, it has gotten to the point where now he wants to play “let me guess what my gift is?”. The last time I got him a gift I had to get a fake gift just to give him the real gift (two day process). I was so happy I finally got to surprise and shock him at the same time.
I found this lovely blog IdealVizsla and the puppies are about to be born pretty soon, I have worked out all the details with the breeder and we are going to get one soon. I have done a lot of research on Viszla’s; since Josh is a country man who loves to hunt, and I am looking to get into running again (let’s see how long that last, I just may ride my bike with her on the side. I love to ride!). I decided this would be the perfect dog for both of us. I will let you know if he finds out he has been snooping around and I think he will.
